The Start of a Downhill Spiral

Where do I even start...it all started a few years ago, when my parents marriage finally started deteriorating for good.  They finally split up, and we all began to move on with what would now be the new normal.  My mom was very hurt.  She lashed out at everyone, even us kids.  She lied to us, about us.   We asked her repeatedly to stop lying about us and to us.   Our feelings were never acknowledged, which was nothing new.  She kept saying very cruel and hateful things to us and about us.  I have never known someone that could willingly say those things about their children, make them feel the way she did, or not even blink and eye when I would express my feelings and hurt.  It was immediately redirected to herself, and how she was doing.  Growing up I always knew that she wasnt the normal mother, and we didnt have the normal relationship.  But becoming a mom, my eyes were opened to the truth.    This is the start of where my family would never, ever be able to regain any normalcy again.  This is my therapy....